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tisdag 12 april 2016

What does a brain aneurysm look like?




This is how a brain aneurysm look like.

The day after the great tsunami, the 27th of December 2004, our then eleven year old son
had a brain aneurysm that burst. I think of it as a great wave of blood that swept through his brain.
It was a subarachnoid hemorrhage which is fatal if not treated immediately. 


The aneurysm
oil on canvas
2011


(The image processing software I use can´t handle the subtle colors I used for this
image. The colors don´t match the original.)

Anyhow, I will tell you the story of the dramatic events that took place over ten years ago, giving you one page at the time. Above you see the title page: Blodvåg (Blood wave ). Since this little side project probably will take several weeks I will tell you here and now: our beloved son
survived the calamity.


He is alive.


Axel, a survivor. 

This artist  has depicted another bodily organ bursting:


Ivar Arosenius
Self portrait with bleeding heart, 1903
Graphite and water color


Ivar Arosenius
The Princess with toys, 1908
Tempera on canvas


I found this invitation to a party that I was hosting. It is undated but
I guess it is from the early, early eighties. I am not sure what image I was trying to present. This is one of the very few self portraits (sic) I have done.


36 years later I look somewhat like this. This is not much of a portrait but
at least I do not look like a character in a story book anymore.

To conclude today´s session  I will present to you another French illustrator, this time a woman by the name Charlotte Gastaut.


Charlotte Gastaut
The Magic Flute 
Words by Pierre Coran
Raben&Sjögren, 2015


Charlotte Gastaut
The Little Mermaid
Words by H.C. Andersen
Raben&Sjögren, 2014


Charlotte Gastaut
The Little Mermaid
Words by H.C. Andersen
Raben&Sjögren, 2014


Charlotte Gastaut
Fannys fantastiska resa
Rabén&Sjögren, 2010


Charlotte Gastaut
Fannys fantastiska resa
Rabén&Sjögren, 2010


Charlotte Gastaut
Fannys fantastiska resa
Rabén&Sjögren, 2010


József Rippl-Rónai
Woman with Flower, 1891
Pastel on paper applied to canvas

OK, one more thing. I really appreciated all of you who shared your thoughts on and experiences
with angels. Thank you!













onsdag 6 april 2016

Sketches of the week, Ilon Wikland and angels.



Last week I went to a portrait painting class at Folkuniversitetet. This is the studio where I first met my art teacher Farigh Ghaderi in 2013.This is where my art journey got a flying start after being dormant for several years. 

First I made a sketch of Ylva (seen below) and then Lasse showed up. Lasse was also the model back in 2013 when I painted my first portrait. 



Ylva, the model


Ylva (2 hrs)
pencil on brown paper


Lasse 2016 (3 hrs)
Pencil on brown paper


Lasse, 2013
oil on canvas



Katrin
pencil on brown paper

In a previous post  I told you about a book project that I am working on.  For the last couple of
weeks I have been been exploring different art mediums and rereading some of my favorite story books. I am looking for the right way to address the subject matter. What kind of illustrations will best portray the heartfelt feelings of Maria when she is talking about her autistic son? 

While doing this research I found some books illustrated by Ilon Wikland in my book shelf.
Everybody who has read Astrid Lindgren´s books about Alla vi barn i Bullerbyn (The Children of Bullerby Village/Noisy Village) , Saltkråkan (Seacrow Island), Mio min Mio (Mio, my Son), Karlsson på taket, Ronja Rövardotter (Ronia, the Robber´s Daughter) recognizes the cute and atmospheric illustrations by Ilon Wikland.


Illustration by Ilon Wikland
Look, Madicken, it´s snowing! by Astrid Lindgren
From the book "Christmas Stories", Raben & Sjögren 1999


Illustration by Ilon Wikland
Look, Madicken, it´s snowing! by Astrid Lindgren
From the book "Christmas Stories", Raben & Sjögren 1999


 Illustration by Ilon Wikland
Look, Madicken, it´s snowing! by Astrid Lindgren
From the book "Christmas Stories", Raben & Sjögren 1999



Illustration by Ilon Wikland
The Holy Night by Selma Lagerlöf
Brombergs, 2003

Ilon was 14 years old when she came as a refugee to Sweden in 1944. In the book
The long, long journey we learn of the devastating experience when her beloved dog
is killed by the soldiers. Had I read this book when I was a child I would have been inconsolable.



Illustration by Ilon Wikland
The long, long journey by Rose Lagercrantz
Brombergs, 1995


Illustration by Ilon Wikland
The long, long journey by Rose Lagercrantz
Brombergs, 1995


The text says: But life goes on and, after all, children have to go to school...

Illustration by Ilon Wikland
The long, long journey by Rose Lagercrantz
Brombergs, 1995


Yes, life goes on and I can tell you that Ilon got a puppy from her aunt when she moved to Sweden, the puppy´s name was Sammeli.


When you have a light background the head of the girl looks more like a flat silhouette, 
like a paper doll.


Here I have put a layer of burnt umbra on the background to make the head 
  stand out more from the background.


Golden Girl
Soft pastells and colored pencils on paper.



 

Soft pastels, colored crayons, photoshopped

One last thing:
Do you believe in the existence of angelic persons who gives us strength
when we need it the most? Maybe the angels are our dead ancestors who cares about us
and focus mentally on our well-being, thus conveying a power that is perceptible to us?

You´re more than welcome to give me your opinion and experience. I will
incorporate these thoughts in the book about Maria and her son in some way or another.
More about that in a future blog post.